How do you proceed with your life now? Do you have time to wait for C, Lisp, C#, JS, or Rust? The first personal computers aren’t for awhile. Try to be as realistic as you can.
Edit: To be clear you are exactly as you are now, in the place you are (give or take). Things are going to more or less unroll pretty much the same unless you think you really have the capacity to make world changes.